Thursday, May 14, 2009
lols. i love my tagboard. so nice. -.-? ok get back too topics. in school, yj, wei qi and me went into some so called "girls talk"( sounds so girly, ewww) ok fine, i should say we went into some sort of "talk"? and yeah, didn't know that things didnt turn out the way i thought it HAD turn out. anw, just five more month and we'll say "sayonara". live life to the fullest!
well, but didnt seems tat guy have much time left in WDP! sad for him la.let me count,is it 18 more days? i dunno.=X songs do really help expressing indescribable feelings... especially david achuleta's (did i spell his name correctly? think i did?) and i really beleif that nothing is ever goin to be the same any more. is like, i still can't face it. i dunno, ok i just can't look directly straight at you. i can, but only for 5 seconds, anything more than that, i will die. but true, i wish to look at you as long as i can cause after june, i might not be able to see you anymore. i dunno wats holding me back. everything i wanted to say to you will just dissapear when i saw you. man, lots to say but just can't think of how should i phrase it. maybe some song will help! =D pay attention to every single word!
crush: david achuleta
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
‘Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It’s just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I’ve just got to know
Do you ever think when you’re all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
‘Cause I’m trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we’re hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take
‘Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you’re all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
‘Cause I’m trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I’ve just got to know
Do you ever think when you’re all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
‘Cause I’m trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain’t goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
don't let go: david achuleta
I know that look in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodnight
Do anything to change your mind
Try to make you see the light
You turn your back and still I say
Anything to make you stay
Put up walls made of heartbreak
Try to hide your love away
I'm standing here
You're giving me nothing
Try to feel your heartbeat through the door
Hold on, hold on, is what I'm doing
So strong, so strong, is what I'm feeling
It's too much, too much
Oh, don't let go
Don't let go
There's something that you're going through
Wish that I could fix for you
You don't have to be alone
I don't wanna let you go
I'm standing here
You're giving me nothing
Try to heal your heart break through the door
Call it love, call it what you want to
It's the only thing that matters anymore
Hold on, hold on, is what I'm doing
So strong, so strong, is what I'm feeling
It's too much, too much
Oh, don't let go
Oh, don't let go
Don't let go
Ohhhhhhhh
Some days are cold
But together
One day we'll both
Change the weather
It gets better
Ooooooooh
Hold on, hold on, is what I'm doing
So strong, so strong, is what I'm feeling
It's too much, too much
Ohhhhhhohhhhh, don't let go
Ohhhhhhohhhhh, don't let go
Don't let go
Mmmmmm
a little too not over you:david achuleta
You never cross my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh
Oooooooh
Oh
Ooooh, oh
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
ok. phew, finally done. i really dont understand why am i feeling this way. havent found a song to tell me why. but i just understood that i wanteed you. btw, science super difficult.
well, but didnt seems tat guy have much time left in WDP! sad for him la.let me count,is it 18 more days? i dunno.=X songs do really help expressing indescribable feelings... especially david achuleta's (did i spell his name correctly? think i did?) and i really beleif that nothing is ever goin to be the same any more. is like, i still can't face it. i dunno, ok i just can't look directly straight at you. i can, but only for 5 seconds, anything more than that, i will die. but true, i wish to look at you as long as i can cause after june, i might not be able to see you anymore. i dunno wats holding me back. everything i wanted to say to you will just dissapear when i saw you. man, lots to say but just can't think of how should i phrase it. maybe some song will help! =D pay attention to every single word!
crush: david achuleta
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
‘Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It’s just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I’ve just got to know
Do you ever think when you’re all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
‘Cause I’m trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we’re hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take
‘Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you’re all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
‘Cause I’m trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I’ve just got to know
Do you ever think when you’re all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
‘Cause I’m trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain’t goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
don't let go: david achuleta
I know that look in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodnight
Do anything to change your mind
Try to make you see the light
You turn your back and still I say
Anything to make you stay
Put up walls made of heartbreak
Try to hide your love away
I'm standing here
You're giving me nothing
Try to feel your heartbeat through the door
Hold on, hold on, is what I'm doing
So strong, so strong, is what I'm feeling
It's too much, too much
Oh, don't let go
Don't let go
There's something that you're going through
Wish that I could fix for you
You don't have to be alone
I don't wanna let you go
I'm standing here
You're giving me nothing
Try to heal your heart break through the door
Call it love, call it what you want to
It's the only thing that matters anymore
Hold on, hold on, is what I'm doing
So strong, so strong, is what I'm feeling
It's too much, too much
Oh, don't let go
Oh, don't let go
Don't let go
Ohhhhhhhh
Some days are cold
But together
One day we'll both
Change the weather
It gets better
Ooooooooh
Hold on, hold on, is what I'm doing
So strong, so strong, is what I'm feeling
It's too much, too much
Ohhhhhhohhhhh, don't let go
Ohhhhhhohhhhh, don't let go
Don't let go
Mmmmmm
a little too not over you:david achuleta
You never cross my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh
Oooooooh
Oh
Ooooh, oh
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
ok. phew, finally done. i really dont understand why am i feeling this way. havent found a song to tell me why. but i just understood that i wanteed you. btw, science super difficult.
what we could have been, 11:56 PM.
