i dunno. if i post what i wanted to post today, 'someone' will sms me and say that i am crazy-.- so better not post about that=D later going to godma's house, shiok! no need to stay at home. lols. holidays... no school nothing to post.. so, bye!

today during PE, hang siang and malcolm kinda injure themselves and ming yun damn pissed off by some idiotic people who dont know how to behave themselves and only know how to do one thing, talk. i'hv to decide whether to go with vb mates or yj wich is like, i dont noe how to decide.dots. And i am getting crazier day by day. lols. not really-.- just, the way i am acting doesn't goes with the way i am feeling.oh ya, one more thing, siao lao shi and huang lao shi very what de lo. i ask them write testimonia for me to dsa to rvhs then they give whole lot of excuse and in the end, they give me hint that they dont really want me to dsa through chinese ochestra. not siao lao shi la, but huang lao shi. i know all the while huang lao shi super 'bu shuang' me, but afterall, i still participate in the SYF, i went to all performance they asked me to go, still, after 4 years in CO, huang lao shi gave me nothing but CRAPS. -.- . yea, anw, gtg, byez~

lets view my napfa results... dun laugh at my results hor..

1.6km run : no.11

standing broad jump : 197 ( somewhere around there..)

shutter run : 10.4s

pull up : only 16-.-

sit up : 50

sit and reach : 40

ok, help me decide if i should change my first blog song to this song, also sang by taylor swift called " should've said no ". is quite nice, i think. please give your opinion on my tadboard, thankz.


here's the lyrics:
It's strange to think the songs we used to sing
The smiles, the flowers, everything: is gone
Yesterday I found out about you
Even now just looking at you: feels wrong
You say that you'd take it all back, given one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes...

[Chorus:]

You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice before you let it all go
You should've know that word, bout what you did with her
Would get back to me...
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me

You can see that I've been crying
And baby you know all the right things: to say
But do you honestly expect me to believe
We could ever be the same...
You say that the past is the past, you need one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes...

[Repeat Chorus]

I can't resist... before you go, tell me this
Was it worth it...
Was she worth this...

No... no no no...

[Repeat Chorus]

today... ok lar. nothing much, just went to the library(emo place - malcolm say de) and borrow this book by cathy hopkins titled "glass". i don't freakingly understand what the hell is the author trying to express to such a STUPID reader like me =D ok,anywayy, lets about yesterday=D went to watch "night at the museum 2". it was quite O-K. most of the peopple who went to watch the movie slept, one of them even snore-.- anw, i wonder did zhang jie go crazy after learning the truth cos, he seldom go crazy. who knows?

SHI JIE SUPER D-I-A-O-.- she gave me a super sumo slap and giggle giggle. i so pissed i said "go die la. you owe me one slap." she oso pissed then call me cb, role her eye ball and walk away... dots lo. she sooooo big size, i sooooo tiny, so can say she so called "qi fu wo". i don't like her, she so bullier lor. ok, lets not gossip, i feel like i very bad. but who cares about her? well maybe somebody do but definitely not me. oks, end of post.. bye!

chatting with yy now. lols. i dont know what wrong with jen. i look at her then she role her eye ball. we go buy food then she just dissapear. she next table only alsoo dun giv a damn to come to our table and at least say "hi!" is also not we "de zui"her, i really very dissapointed. and what she means by last tag? i sometime really dunno wats in a gal mind, though im a gal. darling is no longer darling. she is jennifer, jennifer heng and no longer darling. yea, totally dissapointed. btw, someone very boliao then say i two sided, well, hu cares about people like her? i dont, im perfectly sure of that. ^^

btw, got back muaii result wich totally sucks like hell.

english=73(quite 'lan' but i everytime oso score like tat de.

maths=83

chinese=89

science=66 (i am gonna die =x)

yea. think kian sheng feeling LOW. he ask:"got alot ppl crush on jia en right?"
i told him "jia en very popular. she so pretty. girls love her and copy her fashion. even boys she dunno also crush on her. what do you say?" then he gave a very short reply"o.o" lols. sound so emo. ok, yea, whatever. lols. anw, nth much. =D

ignore my previouse post, its nonsense. ok, wadeva. and btw, i noe it "david ARCHULETA" now.-.-" well,school was cool cos mr sim didn't come as his children have gotten hand foot mouth disease and is on childcare leave. well, hope he doesn't com tml too. is not that i want his children to remain sick, i m not tat mean, i just don't want him to come as lessons in school will be very BORING with him hanging around. yea~ well, i want to change muaii blogskin as i think my blogskin look rather emo =X i should change into some sort of crazy blogskins, think suits me better.lol lol=D! ok, its not funny. anyway, i scored hoooooorrible for my chinese booklet A and wsn't in the mood to the my higher chinese so did the paper anyhow. i wonder how will i fair. and my dad is violent. yup! he definetly is. laugh out loud. ok, that wasn't funny too. btw, i am going to learn all songs sang by jarod!ok, except for some super so called "not nice" de songs.-.- yea, so end of post.

lols. i love my tagboard. so nice. -.-? ok get back too topics. in school, yj, wei qi and me went into some so called "girls talk"( sounds so girly, ewww) ok fine, i should say we went into some sort of "talk"? and yeah, didn't know that things didnt turn out the way i thought it HAD turn out. anw, just five more month and we'll say "sayonara". live life to the fullest!

well, but didnt seems tat guy have much time left in WDP! sad for him la.let me count,is it 18 more days? i dunno.=X songs do really help expressing indescribable feelings... especially david achuleta's (did i spell his name correctly? think i did?) and i really beleif that nothing is ever goin to be the same any more. is like, i still can't face it. i dunno, ok i just can't look directly straight at you. i can, but only for 5 seconds, anything more than that, i will die. but true, i wish to look at you as long as i can cause after june, i might not be able to see you anymore. i dunno wats holding me back. everything i wanted to say to you will just dissapear when i saw you. man, lots to say but just can't think of how should i phrase it. maybe some song will help! =D pay attention to every single word!

crush: david achuleta
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

‘Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It’s just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I’ve just got to know

Do you ever think when you’re all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
‘Cause I’m trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we’re hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take
‘Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you’re all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
‘Cause I’m trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I’ve just got to know

Do you ever think when you’re all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
‘Cause I’m trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain’t goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy


don't let go: david achuleta
I know that look in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodnight
Do anything to change your mind
Try to make you see the light

You turn your back and still I say
Anything to make you stay
Put up walls made of heartbreak
Try to hide your love away

I'm standing here
You're giving me nothing
Try to feel your heartbeat through the door

Hold on, hold on, is what I'm doing
So strong, so strong, is what I'm feeling
It's too much, too much
Oh, don't let go
Don't let go

There's something that you're going through
Wish that I could fix for you
You don't have to be alone
I don't wanna let you go

I'm standing here
You're giving me nothing
Try to heal your heart break through the door
Call it love, call it what you want to
It's the only thing that matters anymore

Hold on, hold on, is what I'm doing
So strong, so strong, is what I'm feeling
It's too much, too much
Oh, don't let go
Oh, don't let go
Don't let go

Ohhhhhhhh
Some days are cold
But together
One day we'll both
Change the weather
It gets better

Ooooooooh

Hold on, hold on, is what I'm doing
So strong, so strong, is what I'm feeling
It's too much, too much
Ohhhhhhohhhhh, don't let go
Ohhhhhhohhhhh, don't let go
Don't let go

Mmmmmm

a little too not over you:david achuleta
You never cross my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside

And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside

And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh
Oooooooh
Oh
Ooooh, oh

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do

I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)


ok. phew, finally done. i really dont understand why am i feeling this way. havent found a song to tell me why. but i just understood that i wanteed you. btw, science super difficult.

hang siang rocks. alot and a little too much. but he still rocks eventually, think that i AM crazy but i am. he really do rock. trust me. even jarod cant beat him sometime. lollols. i think i am a little "siao liao". so if continue, i am really going to go crazy, by that time, rmb to send me to mental hospital. send me to a one with swimming pool, cos i love to swim. and send me lots of jarod's photo cos i will miss jarod and go even more crazy =D
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sometimes i really like belle alot alot. but i really have no idea why we kept on quarreling. should i end this? i don't wish to get into further argument. i prefer having an odinary life. oh well, i will go to her blog and apologise later, lets just hope she will forgive me and that i will BE forgiven! I LOVE YOU BELLE. YOU MIGHT THINK I AM CRAZY (i also think i am too sometime) BUT I STILL LOVE YOU. PLEASE FORGIVE ME!! lolol. thats fun.=D but jolyn, i dunno. who cares, i don't wish to apologise to her and i never will. i will never take back a single word i wrote or said. to make it clearer, this is only my opinion so this is not cyber-bullying. or if you still want report, go ahead. i wont and will never stop you. say"cheeze!" and be happy everyday! leave life to the fullest! 3 cheers for me, "hip hip hooray, hip hip hooray, HIP HIP HOORAY! ting en wan sui!" lols... i wish everything was just like beginning of p5, 4 of us. but nothing is going to be same now, cos she already dont trust me and i just made a very serious offence that she will never ever forgive me for that, i think. but will still love her and of course, we will both love jarod too! <33 i want go ngee ann, i want to marry jarod, he sooo damn cute!! no lar, joking only, if not yi jie will kill me =x lolol!

school was O-M-G! i hate wong ming yun like hell. he like so DAMN, DAMN irratating and idiotic. people call him "白痴", he go call people "黑痴" and " rainbow 痴"! lame right? dont understand him sometime, REALLY!(anyway i dont have to understand him. g-g) he super bhb lor~ bhs gave me a letter say that he want ask me question, then now he say:
Darren Beh Hang Siang Nerds , Get Lost ! -.-" says: nvm .

Darren Beh Hang Siang Nerds , Get Lost ! -.-" says: le

Darren Beh Hang Siang Nerds , Get Lost ! -.-" says: nth.

Darren Beh Hang Siang Nerds , Get Lost ! -.-" says: ps

Darren Beh Hang Siang Nerds , Get Lost ! -.-" says: s.

Darren Beh Hang Siang Nerds , Get Lost ! -.-" says: i noe wad to do le

-.-?
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belle, darling(jen) and MS. MONITRESS were gossiping away~ well, but i promise to love darling to love her so i will! (unless i break up with her which i dont want too T.T!) but found out that its XX who ask jolyn to tell mr sim de~ and XX like bhs (wow!)still, quite dissapointed as i didn't expect its XX who say it, such a dissapointment!!
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malcolm 'kenna' slap dunno why and then cry. (AAWWW!) so poor thing!! then yy go tell ms poh then miss poh scold.lol lol! lolololololololololol!!!!!!! btw, i love ling lao shi, she rox!! jarod rocks too,he so chio!!
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i like yap jun hui-fake. i like ming yun-fake. i like trevor-fake. i like malcolm- as a bff but other relationship?-fake. i like darling-real! but i like you. =D beleif or not, uupp ttoo yyoou. beleif jen or not? uupp ttoo yyoouu. gave you ans liao. lliikkee mmee or nnott? i done my part so uupp ttoo yyoouu=D llooll! but this decision made by you decide about ending my fairytale or to continue it. so in the end, its up to you!! G-G. lols!!!
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any, though i quite like jolyn but 2day she is really very bad? like, i admit, me and yy was talking. complaint us can le, y must say yi jie and trevor? they like sooo innocent can? somemore she dun say rahillah's name just bcos she is her dear friend. please, what type of monitress? somemore she also giggle, why dont say her own name leh? noob. mr sim told us that we have to do the right thing before complaining about other ppl. basic. but did she? i strongly DISAPPROVE her being 6 diligent monitress. this is only my oppinion, btw.

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Jolene Wong Ting En
11 years old
born in 15th oct
studies in WDPS
and is in love with HOT PINK

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